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don't feel like myself. feel different. not in a good way, though. feels like i'm kinda out of my body. that i need to get back to my lazy routines. but besides that, it still doesn't feel good. like i'm frustrated. and irritated. guess it's a lttle bit of pms coming. fun.

wanna do all these amazing things. but at the same time i don't. feels like i'm making a fool out of myself. and that drives me crazy. should i be afraid to live? afraid of being me? the right answer is no. but a lot of people do not relaize that. it's bad.

btw. missed earth hour. no, not missed. avoided it. and i do not care. cause i'm living. well. in my really-romantic-relationship with my computer. we will get married some day.

btw numero two. i've kinda cut my hair off. totally cut it aaall of. thought i would show you a little bit of the process. did i all by myself. yeah, i'm crazyyy...



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